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I have always had fantasies of
making love to myself with a dildo under the watchful gaze of my husband, yet
shyness usually kept me from turning this fantasy into a reality. My husband,
Sean, is very sexually open-minded and loves to please women, so I don't know
why I would feel so intimidated telling him about my fantasy. Blame it on
Catholic guilt, I guess. One evening, however, I steamrolled over my silly
sexual repression and got up the nerve to ask my husband to use a dildo on me. I
can’t believe I wasted time keeping this fantasy to myself.
Sean has quite a collection of
adult magazines, and sometimes when he’s not around I like to take a look. The
pictures of the women pleasing themselves with big rubber cocks always got me
so wet. Sometimes I would page through the photos as I fingered my own pussy,
imagining what it would be like to have a big thick dildo going in and out of
myself. I would cum hard. Yet part of me still felt like dildos and vibrators
were only for gals who couldn't get the “real thing.”
Finally I gave in to my better
judgment and bought two dildos through a mail order company. I picked out a
fairly small one, about five inches long and an inch in diameter and a ten inch
super-thick cock that looked very lifelike.
One Saturday afternoon, while
Sean was out playing softball, I brought out a few of his sexy magazines and
the two dildos. As I got myself aroused, I tried out the small one first. It
felt very nice and got me over my sex toy guilt, but soon I was hungry for
something bigger. So I eased the head of the enormous plastic prick into my wet
pussy.
Surprisingly, it didn’t hurt
at all, and the feeling of being spread really wide open was a total erotic
rush. It took a while to be able to fuck myself with the dildo with one hand
and rub my clit with the other, but when I finally got the rhythm down, I had
one of the most earth-shattering orgasms ever! Luckily, I tucked away the toys
and the magazines just as Sean walked in the front door.
I kept my fantasy to myself
for quite some time, and actually enjoyed the fact that Sean didn’t know
everything about my sexual proclivities. On the other hand, I also fantasized
about him watching me get off with the huge dildo. Another favorite head trip
was letting him use the dildo on me. I toyed with the idea of telling Sean
about my new desire for latex love, but I wasn’t sure if he’d be into it. What
if I suggested it to him and he rejected the idea? I'd be devastated and my
private jam sessions would be forever tainted.
But in the end I decided to
bare my soul (and other parts of my anatomy) one night when Sean and I were
watching an X-rated video tape. I was dressed for the occasion—wearing only a
pair of sheer pink panties and matching push-up bra. Sean's smooth, slightly muscular
body was covered in nothing but his faded blue jeans. We were cuddling on the
bed like two teenagers at a drive-in, watching the screen and anticipating the
action. The glow of the TV was the only source of light.
We fast-forwarded through the
first scene, a rather boring fuck-and-suck scene with two apathetic
participants, but stopped on the solo masturbation scene. A gorgeous
long-haired blonde with big breasts and nipples that popped out like ripe
berries started to masturbate with a jumbo black dildo. Slowly, she sucked on
the dildo as if it were a real cock, making it shiny and wet with her saliva. I
noticed Sean unzip his jeans and take his cock out and begin to play with it.
Then the blonde got on all fours and with her juicy cunt to the camera, began
pushing the dildo inside herself. She started moaning as the “cock” slid deeper
and deeper into her slit. As the scene got hotter so did Sean's state of sexual
arousal. He was rubbing his cock in rhythm with the dildo, as it slipped in and
out her slippery pussy.
Meanwhile I was getting
incredibly fired up too, so I leaned over and whispered in his ear, "Does
seeing a woman fuck herself like that make you crazy?” Of course the answer was
yes.
“Would you ever put on a show
like that for me?” He smiled, and put his hand down the front of my panties.
“I’d love to entertain you,” I
giggled coyly. Then I put my plan into action. From underneath the bed, I
pulled out the ten-incher. Sean’s eyes were suddenly as wide as saucers, as he
watched me begin to lick and kiss the enormous love tool. Up on my knees, I
clutched the rubber dick with one hand, circling the head of the dick with my
tongue, then plunging it into my mouth, swallowing almost the entire shaft.
With my other hand I reached down to touch my pulsing clit.
I watched Sean watching me,
jacking off his cock very slowly, savoring every moment. He was awed and
amazed, and told me how good I looked sucking cock.
"It's like watching you
suck another guy’s cock," he said, under his increased heavy breathing.
Deftly, I slipped out of my
panties and spread my legs so he could see how aroused I was. I lightly rubbed
my pussy, moving the wetness around the soft folds of my lips. Then I turned
over on all fours, and gave him a good view. Very slowly I began shoving the
sizable cock into my cunt. I sucked in my breath and let it out in short gasps,
as I filled myself up, inch by inch.
Looking back over my shoulder,
I could see Sean’s rock-hard cock getting a good stroking and tiny beads of
sweat beginning to cover his chest.
“Tell me how it feels,
baby," Sean ordered.
“It feels so good fuck myself
in front of you," I responded in between deep breaths. “I love ramming
this dildo in and out of my hot cunt, while you stroke your big cock. It just
feels so, so good.”
I flipped over onto my back,
so I could be in a more comfortable position and also be able to look directly
into Sean’s delighted eyes. I spread my legs as wide as I could and Sean
kneeled in between them. Then I reached out for his hand and put it on the base
of the dildo.
“I want you to fuck me with
this,” I gasped. Obediently and eagerly he took control of the toy and worked
it in and out of me.
“Like this?” he asked.
"Faster.”
He fucked me hard and fast
with the dildo while I furiously rubbed my clitoris. I could see the
voyeuristic enjoyment in his eyes and the physical arousal in his body. And
knowing that this dick would stay hard until I came finally sent me over the
edge.
I was shaking and writhing
uncontrollably, nowhere near recovering from my explosive orgasm, when I felt
Sean’s cock slither inside me. He held my arms down on the bed, while he
pounded me in a total erotic frenzy. He drove his warm, beautiful tongue into
my mouth and kissed me with unbridled passion. Then he ran his tongue down the
length of my neck, driving me crazy with his forceful licks and feeding my
still-hungry pussy with every taste of his savory cock. I could feel the pressure
beginning to creep up my thighs, into my pussy and spread out to every corner
of my body.
He grabbed a fistful of my
hair as a pink flush spread over his chest, his skin straining over his tense
muscles. I knew he was on the verge and so was I. With a cry, he came deep
inside me and at the same instant I came all over his cock. We rode out our simultaneous
orgasms for what seemed like hours, tumbling through the clouds of ecstasy.
Moments later, he collapsed on
top of me and I gently ran my fingernails up and down the length of his back
until our breathing finally slowed down.
Resting his head on my chest,
he told me how I had just made one of his biggest fantasies come true.
"No, no!" I contested. "You made one of my biggest fantasies a
reality!" Then I proceeded to tell him the whole story of my secret
afternoon dildo adventures. We both laughed at our own reluctance to tell each
other about our desires. Now that We’ve let our fantasies out of the Genie
bottle, there's no telling when our dreams will stop coming true!
—Lainie Q.
