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I came to the conclusion that I was bi. I would buy a gay movie and keep it hidden while waiting for the opportunity to watch it and masterbate. Then, I'd throw it away so I wouldn't get caught. That got a bit expensive, so I got to the point where I would drive 25 miles to rent one...(so I was where no-one knew me). On one of these trips, I was in the porn section of the rental place. I always worried that someone was watching me, or I'd get caught by an aquaintance. The gay section butted up to the "big boobs" section, so it was easy to act like I was looking at the "straight" videos. Three deep, on the second shelf, I noticed a video about "huge poles". It was a gay video and I had a chubby glancing at the cover. No one was looking, so I picked it up to view some photos on the back. I was staring hard at the cover for awhile, when I heard a voice say, "that's a great one". I was so startled, I dropped the case. I saw a man, about 6'3, mid-40's, well-dressed, and handsome. I felt embarrassed as all hell. He apologised for supprising me. I didn't say a word, just stared blankly. "Are you into that?" he asked and pointed at the video. I felt my nerves start tweeking and said " I grabbed the wrong case." He apologised again and moved away.
I went out of the room and grabbed the first movie I saw on the way to the counter. I paid for it and walked out the store, still in a daze, with my heart going a hundred beats a minute. I got to my car and heard a voice yell "HEY!". I turned to see the man from the little room in the back walking towards me. "I just wanted to apologize again." he said. "No biggy, really." I said. I caught myself eyeing him...tracing his frame up and down. I had stopped while staring at his crotch. I looked back at his face quickly, only to see a half smile. I knew he saw me staring. "I see you rented a flick...me too." he said, and proceeded to pull out a DVD case. I saw the title "Big Poles" and my heart skipped a beat. "I'm gonna go home and watch it...maybe have a drink or two." "I don't mean to be forward, but would you like to join me?"
I didn't know what to say...I was a bundle of nerves and about to pass out. He looked at me and said "Look, I've been there. My name's Ken. Nothing's gonna happen that you're not comfortable with." I stared wide-eyed at him for what seemed a lifetime and heard myself say "sure". The next part is a blur, because I agreed to leave my car there and drive with him. There wasn't any talk on the way to his house. He tried a couple of times at small-talk, but I was scared and nervous. I couldn't believe I agreed to this. We pulled into his driveway and he put his car in park. He looked at me and asked if I wanted to go back. I shook my head "no". I swallowed hard while telling myself to just relax and enjoy it. I followed him upto the door and he unlocked it. We went in and his keys clinked as he dropped them on the kitchen table.
"Why don't you put the movie in while I fix us a drink...what do you like?" I walked into the living room (complete w/ a fireplace) and said "I'd kill for a shot of tequila right now". "I have some" he said. I walked back as he poured 2 large shots. I grabbed the glass, clinked his, and swallowed it hard. He laughed as I winced, "want a chaser?" I nodded and said yes. He grabbed a beer outta the fridge "This good?" "that'll work", I said. He grabbed the bottle and a couple of beers and we went into the living room.
I put the dvd in as he sat on the couch. I joined him, and we proceeded to start watching the video. About 15 minutes into it, I had a raging chubby (and about 4 shots and 2 beers in me) when he grabbed my hand and put it on his crotch. I felt his fully erect cock through his pants (and got instantly hard myself). I used my fingers to pop open his butten and then looked at him as my fingers undid his zipper. I felt his hand take mine and guide it onto the head of his cock (which was sticking well above his underwear line). I grasped it, and had to look at it. As I did, he asked "Can I let him out?" I looked at him and smiled.
He peeled his pants and underwear off and sat there with a boner on the couch. "Go ahead and touch it" he said. He started watching the movie again, but I had lost all interest. I put my hand on it and moved slowly down the shaft. I cupped his sack and he moaned. "Get a good look at it" Ken said as I felt a hand go to the back of my head. I put my head on his thigh, just inches away from his cock. I stroked it loosly and could smell his sex. A drop of precum escaped the head and I felt it on my finger. "Go ahead, taste it. Do you want to suck on it? Just close your eyes and kiss it." I moved forward, eyes closed, lips pursed, guided by his hand. I felt my lips hit it's head. It was warm and pulsing. I kissed it, then spread my lips, and wet them with my spit. I could taste the bitterness of his precum as his head passed my lips. He moaned as I formed my mouth around him to suck the cock in my mouth.
"Ooh, that's it, nice and easy. Take your time, play with it. You like that?" I nodded with his cock in my mouth. I felt like a baby on a tit, as I sucked, licked and stared at this beautiful cock. I wanted to swallow it all, but choked when it was too far in." Ken laughed saying "woaha, settle down, you got as long as you want." I continued on him for awhile and then he began to take short breathes. I heard him say "I'm gonna cum!" so I released my mouth from my prize and began jerking him with my hand. He moaned and as the first drops erupted from his dick. They flew and hit my forehead, startling me. I continued jerking and watched as a half dozen shots flew in different directions. Then the main load came. A thick and creamy gush came outta the head and streamed down over my grip and onto my knuckles. Ken shuttered as I squeased his rod. The next thing I knew, I was sucking and licking upto the head again. I forced the whole thing deep into my mouth and sucked as I released it from my mouth. I loved the taste. I cleaned every drop from my hand and his shaft.
During that evening, I got Ken off 3 times. The third time I held onto his ass cheeks and forced him to cum directly into my throat. I'll never forget what Ken helped me to overcome that day.
-Anonymous
